Good evening everyone ＼(^o^)／
The Senbatsu Sousenkyo is over!!!
Several HKT48 members ranked!!
From Team H, Ricchan [Sakaguchi Riko], Jiina, Kyappu, Natsu-san, Haruppi-san, Meru, Sashihara-san!
From Team KIV, Mio, Miyawaki-san, Ota-san, Kanna, Motomura-san, Ueki-san, Maichan, Moriyasu-san!
Congratulations 😊✨✨
And Sashihara-san was #1!!!
I was really happy! ⊂((・x・))⊃
It was really nice…
However.
Once again I wasn’t able to rank.
“In
the Senbatsu Sousenkyo, I’ll feel lucky if I get in, and if I don’t get
in nothing will change.” That is what I’ve been saying, that is what
I’ve been thinking.
But anyway it’s still frustrating (´._.｀)
Even though I was thinking “it’s ok”, when I went back home and met my family, I couldn’t stop crying.
I still wanted to rank. I know that [the Sousenkyo] isn’t everything, but… it’s frustrating.
“If I don’t rank this year, I’ll work hard next year!”
But will there really be a next year?
I don’t even know if there will be a Senbatsu Sousenkyo next year. Even if there is, maybe I won’t be in this group anymore.
Next time will be my third time already.
Time moves so fast, doesn’t it? In the blink of an eye (´･_･`)
That’s what I was thinking on the way home.
But I remembered Takamina-san’s words.
She said not to give up, to keep persisting.
That really got into my heart. It came straight to me.
I will persevere more. I can persevere more.
Whether there is a Senbatsu Sousenkyo next year or not.
I want to perservere to get closer to my dreams!!!
Also, I didn’t rank, but please don’t apologize!
I am really, really grateful to you!
I feel only gratitude 😊
Thank you so much.
I hope you will still keep persevering with me ⊂((・x・))⊃
Today I tried to write everything that I’m thinking now in an honest way.
Maybe some people will be displeased.
Maybe they’ll think “I don’t want to support a girl like this”.
To those people, I’m sorry.
It’s only today that I’m whining, so forgive me ok? (つω-｀)
Well then! Thanks for the long reading!
Good night (ΘωΘ)o.｡o○ｸﾞｰ
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